It has been so long since I've last made an entry into here. It was the beginning of my junior year and now I'm more than half way through my senior year, almost ready to graduate.
Ha, and I thought that I was at a low point at that point in my life. I have just pulled myself out of quite a ravine this time. It took so much strength and forgiveness of myself. But I finally did it, and I'm slowly molding myself back into the person I once was.
Now that I have had time to think about what decisions I've made and how they've changed me, I can see so clearly that there is no happiness in choosing the wrong. Doing some of those things did bring pleasure, but only for an instance. And all that was left is that feeling of guilt and hideousness. Looking at yourself wishing you could turn back time... but that's what this life is about, making choices. Whether good or bad, when it all comes down to the end, which side will weigh more?? You're good deeds or simple gratifications of your temporal wants.

I choose good.