Going outside each day and being able to see, smell, hear, and sense that summer is coming brings happiness into my day. Aah, soon I can get away from all the vulgarity and perverse subjects, mostly which is at school. I have few places and people to turn to for happiness and comfort, but those that I do have, I am very grateful for.
I look at what I've just written and the things I have said before, and it seems odd that I hide it all when I go to school each day. It's like I don't want the other students to notice me, just to leave me be. Well except for my two only real friends there. I don't want to show everyone there the real me. They usually just take a look at you and judge you for someone you aren't, of course I don't mind if they do that, it doesn't bother me in the least. I guess we all put up barriers between people, hiding some thing or another. We should just be careful what we hide away, and whom we hide from...